He learnt a word ‘COLD’ as a kid and he associated it with sweaters.  Later, it was the cold food on the table when mom was partying. Gradually it became a pizza or packed food in the refrigerator when she left him. 

The exploitations at various stages left him in cold sweats and he was met with cold stares instead of close friends. 

Relationships too had cold responses. Finally he became too cold to live. 

Life never taught him the word ‘WARM’ correctly. For, if it did, he would have known that life could be pleasant, friendly and colourful.